The lesson in life if we wait for the right time or when perfection is achieved then we will never get anything done. There’s never going to come a time a right time, nor will there ever comes a time when anyone gives you permission to be you. So whatever you wish to do, just grab the bull by the horns wrestle him to the ground and just do it! Whether in the eyes of others… it turns out good or bad at least you’re happy.
Sure, there are going to be many who frown, disapprove or even scorn you for wrestling the bull of life to the ground but you have but one life to live and live it however you want. You aren’t getting another one because you didn’t.